Did I think it was going to be easy heading back to work? No.
Did I think it would be this difficult to know what I want to do? No.
Two utterly crappy days of simply being unfocused, lost and confused later...I heard from a dear old friend. She gave me some sound sane advice. Not that I am completely sorted after it. But I definitely know that to pursue what I do feel is my first choice and by that I mean writing as a means to work and earn, I need to pay heed to her advice. After all, she's made quite a success of herself. Now I don't know yet how far this will take me but I do know that I have to make a start.
This very personal blog isn't simply about me struggling with finding a job. It's probably what a lot of other stay at home mom's go through. Someone somewhere will read through my experiences and think "hey I'm dealing with this too". This blog is probably going to track the whole journey right to the very end. The end here hopefully will be fabulously good.
That's me being very optimistic...hope is but a potent drug...gives one an instant high.
Did I think it would be this difficult to know what I want to do? No.
Two utterly crappy days of simply being unfocused, lost and confused later...I heard from a dear old friend. She gave me some sound sane advice. Not that I am completely sorted after it. But I definitely know that to pursue what I do feel is my first choice and by that I mean writing as a means to work and earn, I need to pay heed to her advice. After all, she's made quite a success of herself. Now I don't know yet how far this will take me but I do know that I have to make a start.
This very personal blog isn't simply about me struggling with finding a job. It's probably what a lot of other stay at home mom's go through. Someone somewhere will read through my experiences and think "hey I'm dealing with this too". This blog is probably going to track the whole journey right to the very end. The end here hopefully will be fabulously good.
That's me being very optimistic...hope is but a potent drug...gives one an instant high.
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